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    entprojeasses.lifeafterreleasefroheno.1detentionhouseuntilfiurefrohanghaiprovidedsoftheaverageese.

    visitorsstooduptoleave,butthepartysecretaryhadafeuststudychairnosbooks.theyearrectattitudetoexperience.”

    ididntsayanything.eifisaidihadenjoyedbeingientionhousesheseedtobeea,andtofurationuponstoayitheotherday.”

    ithaheandtheyvedtotothefrontgate.buttheyinsistedthatireininroondcalledayitogotolockthefrontgate.realizingthattheyprobablyedaprivatehayi,ididntinsistongoingdown.

    itooktheteaysewing.

    eback,sheasked,“haveyoutakeeacupsalready”

    “yes,butifraidididnt.ireallyonyourfall,”isaid.

    ayithresintheairandexclaid,“youarenotabitlikee”

    ididntknoightbe,butisuspethepolieoheresidentsttee.ithoughtitbesttosaynothing,butisled.

    “youarereallyaaeoneofyourovie.youareverykied.”

    “thankyou,ayi.ifraidihaventdohiraordinaryatall.”

    “youdoperson.bythetheculturalrevolution”sheasked.

    irealizedthatanstteeladiesyattitude.

    “personalpointofvieprisonedanddaughterdied.butfrohepointofvieoreiortant,perhapsitisgoodaeeladiesohear.

    sheclappedherhandsandexclaid,“youareshtyouaresoenlightenedyoutellthepartysecretaryallthatsheingsuenlighteitude.”

    “theydidntaskithoughtoftheculturalrevolution,”isaid.

    “thepartyseingarreilkfrandsoneverying,”ayitold.theothekittogetsupper.

    ayiplesoul.shehaduseedthatalthoughihadbeenreleasedfroetention,iillundersurveillance.probablyaslongasilivedinshanghaiiuldnotrelaxvigilance.

    thatnightasisatinthequietofrooloheideathatishouldleaveetondforthefirstti.tobefreedfroheatsphereofpolitionttheideaofleavingpossible,ikneoholdontoitandosrealization.

    italstseedgodhadlifteddoetoseethedistantgreenhillsonthehorizon.

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    thesearchforthetruth

    frequentnightresigaspingforbreath.heartorefearfulsakeatriptonanjingroadtohaveausttakethispainfulstepassoonasiakesoinquiries.iuldnottellayiiionbecauseshetteeladies.ytheapartntfortwohours.

    “eandsitdoupou.

    ydailylongeaablishedroutineandayidenorereferenehadefortoyplan.

    nanjingroadainthhfareofshanghai,runningathedonistartookovertheerlytheraeyustfeelthui.iightdisver.yndtoldistgo,etioubaanypeopleyselfstandingonthesidewalk.

    iingliolookatthebuildingsohersideofthecrowded

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