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    【】legal”iaskedher.ireeredhoakeprivatearrasforanything.

    “alllaore.isupposetogetahit,soeverybodydoesit.”

    ayieinsixandahalfyears,ilookedatselfinarror.iedbydrystrandsofgrayhair,ahattheoesappraisalratherthananxiousapprehension.

    heanaheringriygupreheesoupandsouthfulsofrice.

    “perhapsishouldseeadentistbeforeiseeagynelogist,”isaid.

    “illtakeyoutousin.sheisadentistatthenuersixpeopleshospital,”heanoffered.

    “youhadbetters,”heanstherrendedherdaughter.

    “yes,illgoseehertorrooing.theellyoue.

    otherleft,ihelpedayioneyorenoughfuituretofuishbothroo.itookoheyroondplaceditoayisbed.

    icalleddoehotetohaveaspoh.ihadalreadynoticedthatthebathtub.

    tohaveevenaspohinshanghaianytisandfillthethersflasksfirst.theoheatepaperandenvelopesheanhadplastudio.ithoughtheostlikelytothroelightonipih.irequestedhioeassoonaspossible.

    iheardayiingupthebaase.sheeledthedetentionhouseandtoldhertoputthepotinthe.

    e,iyselfthhly,usingupalltheosflasksboughtbyheaofthebathrooistoodonthebalnyandlookeddopstogetbearings.

    thehouseianyinalargeresidentialpound.itidetaindesignandinneedofaatofpaint.iuldseeasilarroe,separatedfroygardenfeeneighborandseelaundryflutteringonbaoopoles.oniddleorethandoubled,andthegoventhadbuiltveryfeilieshadtoinhabiteaandusingthesahallylifehadilivedinnditionslikethat.iyok.

    eventhoughthereotionallyexhausted,soie.aheavyedtobepressingoionothereandayialreadyasleep,inthefirstreallyprivatentfornyyears,iletgrieftakepossessionandpouredoutsorroears.

    iheytoldtheyeersoftherevolutionarytteeoftheshanghaifiltudio,senttoihedeathofdaughterbysuicideonjune16,1967.

    “erightaen.

    fortheeervieanjustsatthere.

    
    “shejuedoutoftheninthflofjune16,1967.”

    “hletiiationbuilding”

    “sheakenthereforquestioningbytherevolutionaries.”

    “why.

    “thatsnotiortant,”hesaid,brushingasidequestion.

    “ofurseitsiortant.ithasabearingonherdeath,”isaidfiry.

    “no,ithasnonherdeath.shettedsuicide.herdeathansaidinastonyvoiase,studioin1968,longafteryhterdied.”

    “didthefiltudiokeaigationofherdeatheitherbeforeorafteryoutheretowork

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