第57节

    speeobfuryerriblesydaughter.

    insteadtontrolthevioleobeenuragingit.onedayireadaneysblood.”anotherdaythereappearedastatentattributedtolinbiao:“thereareanypeoplehavettedsuiesially.

    oneevening,afterihadagainrefusedtheriallopen.

    “atterhyouareyousick”sheasked.

    “idaughter.uldshebebroughtheretostayinthiscelle”

    “ofursenotshehasntttedanycri.heguardreplied.

    “ihaventttedaoldher.

    “ihavenotituettedanyustjusteoingsaftergeteighthourssleep.”shebaheandwalkedaway.

    thebehavioroftheguardastohiseaguardhadrevealedherselftoasanorlhunbeing.shepy.inbelieversiyanditsleadership.itstbedisheartening,ifnotdotoleathataanyoftheirsuperioroffiunishahestreetandsoofthenanothersolitarycellinthedarkrecessofthelongrridor.theguardonduty,ifthereadenoefforttostoptheprisoner.

    ibegantoobservetheguardsreasindividuals.inotiedanairofauthority,notonlyshoutingorderstotheprisonersbutalsospeakinginandingvoicetotheuards.

    during1967,ntheguards,splitintorivalfaselves.ycell,iiliarvoicesoftheguardsattheensprisonshouti,andoedtobeongtheofficialsalistroaders”tobeoverthrown.

    oftenguarddutyinistratorsandinterrogators,revolutianizations.duringthebersoot,iesents,rightists,traitors,fs,and“capitalistroaders.”theninthcategory,theintelleludednotonlypeopleeant“unjustifiedpride.”becauseintellectualsthe“stinking”ninthcategorytoshoptforboththeintellectualsandtheesetradition.

    atthebeginningofsende.yldtuedtobronelyld.onenight,lyingunderquiltalstfullydressed,,iuldnotntrolpersistentfitsofughing.itidnight.theprisonhadlongagosettleddopletesilenythroat,idranksooftheyg.theldliquidaerelief.

    iheardtheslltheusualloudbaheguards.ithenheardansvoicesayingquietly,“eoverhere”

    igotoutofbed,pulledonslayshoulders,ahedepthofnight.er

    interrogatorstandingthere,holdingathersflaskinhishand.

    “haveyouagbringitover,”hesaid.

    itookthegtotheehoterintoit.

    ihadbeentontiheinterrogation.thisseedagoodopportunitytoaskhisobetycase”

    afteraationhesaid,“edie.

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