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【】t. saroundhis nedg.”dontcry,angel,”hebegged,”pleasedontcry.i onlyyoutobehappy.”sheedtosaythathehaddone orehappythanshewouldever,everbe again.sheissedthedaysheypainted togetherandthatsheedtodoitagaiosayshe lovedhionlysheuldntst. shehadnevercriedlikethis.shehadnevercaredlikethis. shefelthisararoundher,feltvent,athingshe kingonthefloor.hecradledherclose,abs thespasofherhasoftrog. theospeak.hisheads protective,hisvoicebeseegbutloudenoughtocarryoverher sobs. ”iteifihadnteinhereahe bobcats.ben,sayingthatthevaswashis alltifavorite,andireeredhotogether.he didntknohat,soheknoagain,andiwas to,rachel,totallyto.yougotthissho becauseofthebobauseofthewholebodyofyourwork. thatalent,yourperseverance.i havedohingifyoudshoyoudidnt. thelooreuldgoon, aartedthinkingthatifyoudidnthere beanothershoedyoutohaveatleastone,rachel.ifigured youdoohardandtoolongnotto.”heheldherheadtohis urs.shewashangingon everyword. ”ihereinthehospital,”hesaid.”italkedto youandhelpedveyou,butyoubackto bigsuratnightethinguseful.iuldntstandthe sightofoaterialsudio, ing,soidecidedtotryone,justone.”shefelttheswellofhis chestrevere againstherhair. ”itpaintedlikethatinyears.ihavent beenlostinanythinglikethatinyears.ifeltrealive,re talented,repurposeful. ”soivebeendreang,”hesaid.”knoof”sheshookher headunderhishand,againsthischest,alltooas anding,ingsobadly. ”ofusdoihis.idonteroleinit.youkeep thena.illstilldesign,butsllerthingsagain,housesfor peopleileatandloveivedone.ihadthatinthe beginning,butitsbeengoneforsolongthatibarelyreerit. eer,youdontssuntilsothinghappenstojog yourry.thatssittingatyourbedsidedid,rachel,jogged ry.ireeredthingsabouthingsaboutus, thingsthatybeididnteerbecausetheyweresogood, andtheyeant.sheknehe ant. ”idretgoingintoarture.igreoney,and arturegavethat,butihaveenoughofitnow.ivehad enoughofitforyears.neversahat,boy.youalalkedabout prioritiesandneessedup,butsittingatyourbedsidefixed that,too.soitodesignhousesandpaintyourbackgrounds.i toliveinbigsurahegirls,andiustotalk, rachel.oldhabitstakeover,butifon doitagain.iarried.”rachel startedgagain,butite,frohe heart,notthegut.t. hertearshisneck,butsheheldontightly,heldonuntilshe neededakiss. hisuthvedonhers,reinfeverythinghehadsaid,takingher toplaanylonga,rears.shefelthis hungerandtastedhisneed,hitall,he kissandfradherfacehhishands.”ioppedlovingyou, ”heinhiseyes.butthe lighthadbeenthereo,”she ausedinanasalvoice. ”iattered.”hethrew baausation.”youwalkedaway.” ”iyselffrohesourceofthe pain.” ”ididntkti.i shouldhavee.iorryyoulostthebaby.itwouldhavebeen sothing.” ”yes.”shehaduedthatchild.itwouldhavebeen... sothing. ”didyoureallyleavethefir”idid.doyouthink””i thinkitsgood.davidbroughtouttheinyou.” ”heyhave. doyoundthatifinishedyourpictures””ilovethatyoufinished pictures.shjill””over.ikneherewasno future. shben””nothing.nothing.nothing.” ”ilikeyourfriends.” ”theylikeyou.llyoudohyourhouse””sellit.ould buysothingbigger,butiliketheplaceyouhave.” ”reallyareyousureyourenotjustsayingthat””really.ibr> sure.iotjustsayingthat.” ”infiveyears”sheasked,knoshe ant.ithereinhiseyes,hhislove. ”ivebeenalone.fiveyears,tenyears,tyyearslivinghyou inthathouseissochrethaniingbefore...” hisvoicebroke.hiseyesoist. raouthedandsaiditagainin akiss.hereliefshefelt andhuggedhersthatshook. frooeanedgy”.wolfelike this.”no,rachelfigured,he.shealsofiguredhehadknown allalongthatsothingissinginherlife.shesuspectedthat inhisookno again. theend. :功夫英雄qq整理 附：本作品来自互联网,本人不做任何负责内容版权归作者所有 ...